How am I supposed to study for my final when I have all this crap to and all these family parties to attend and all those thoughts about him in my head? I keep planning my graduation party, but if I don't study will I even be able to graduate? It's scary thinking about how many people I'd be letting down if I failed precalc. Most importantly I'd be letting myself down.
It feels like I have the world on my shoulders and I think I might just crack under the pressure.